2008-11-12

Lost and found

To keep the inner self balanced it is sometimes needed to listen to It more patiently than usual. And only to It. And this is what I did.

A place where I can talk with myself freely and find out my deepest needs of which I had no idea is my mother town. Puławy. It's a rather small town and it's beauty and calmness always amazes me. Not mentioning that my grandparents live there and the other half of my family, too. So there are at least 9 people there who want to see me every time I'm around, that's a really nice feeling ^^

Only few hours there, spend at my grandparent's place with my grandma and grandpa talking to me all the time made me feel better :D don't know why some people's talk is so annoying and in someboy's else version it's like a cure for your deepest wounds. I was cured.

Let's see how my artisitc blockade disappeared and why.


Garden in Puławy. Photos taken with my mobile phone so the quality is rather low. Hmm... It's very low!


Two entrances to the Garden.


Some river going through the garden. Is it Wisła?


Sybilla Temple.


Chinese House.

My drawings. I drew all the time except when I was sleeping and when my grandma fed me like if I was a very poor and hungry child (do all grannies have that Feed You To Death thing? :P).



Sunset in the Garden.


Some pigeons. Don't know why I did them :D


Lady in a bathroom.



Lady in a bathtub.



Some kind of a brick tunnel in the Garden. Looks lovely!



Drawing in a moleskine notebook. With a little helper ^^



One of the entrances to the Garden.


Reading a book. With an audience :P


Secrets from a drawer.
A bit of smile :)

A.

2008-11-09

Inner demons coming out

My Jelousy buying bus tickets. Pencil in a notebook.


Were you ever lost that much that you felt sick all the time? I feel like this right now :(

I feel like the best option for me now is to run away leaving everyone and everything behind. Just spending some few lonely moments on my very own in a place where no one knows me and no one bothers me any more. A place where all those problems and stuff riding through my mind have no entry.

A place like home it seems...

Sometimes I don't even wanna bother my friends with those issues of mine. I don't want them start thinking that I'm the ONE BIG ISSUE myself. Of course I know it's a wrong way of thinking; I've been told that so many times. But I just can't help myself.


*slaps herself in the face*


Boy, I'm silly! :D

So many loving and lovely people around me and I still find something to bother me. As my wise mum said: 'Gran worries for the whole family. There are no worries left for us'. I should stick to this thought! ;)

A.

2008-11-07

Vacant - Illustration Friday


At last I did it!

It's the 3rd time I did something for the IF but the 1st time I did it on time :D Oh, I'm so excited! :D

The text on the post box says: 'The Cat and his witch'.

A.

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